had the insurance meeting at work today - how bad was it? well, i burst into tears in the middle of the meeting. i'm so fucked. might have to postpone or cancel my video eeg at the end of the month - i don't have the $300 deductible + $100 hospital visit + 10% of the final bill just sitting around in my bank account. dammit, i should've gotten it done last year. thank god my gall bladder shit happened last year - otherwise, it'd probably cost me $1,500+...argh...

more depressing news later....lemme just say things SUCK.