this is REALLY frustrating - i'm still not back to "normal"...i'm still having problems communicating - the words just aren't there...i probably shouldn't go back to work tomorrow, but i can't really afford not to either...

the indy star had an article on the front page of the paper today about a new kind of surgery for epilepsy. they use gamma radiation instead of a knife. the idea of surgery terrifies me, but i really can' t be having seizures like this last one - it was _BAD_.

well, i'm still recovering from a seizure i had on tuesday - spent a couple of days in the hospital. think i may switch neurologists - i like dr. mohan, but dr. diokno is pretty cool too. she says i may be a surgical candidate, which scares the hell out of me, but if it stops my seizures i suppose it'd be worth it. i'm going to see a psychiatrist next week - mom told them when she took me to the hospital how i'd been stressed with work and such lately - maybe this will help. these past few days are a blur - i can't remember going to work sunday and monday.

so, what's better? cute little website - 2 items pop up, and ya vote for which one is better...for example: Funyuns (with a pic of a Funyuns bag) vs. Lesbian Subtext (a pic from Xena...) well, of course i'm goin with the lesbians! *8-)

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