busy busy busy...

today was my psychological testing for my social security disability application. woo hoo. since i was already downtown, i figured i'd make the most of my time out and about and went to see my godson Dominic and the rest of his family. i'd talked to Sherry (my aunt/his grandmother) last night and she'd told me about how big he's getting, and how he's crawling a lot now - says he looks like a little bull dog when he crawls. yup, she's right. that little boy is sooo special to me, and i know the rest of the family doesn't realize it. being a Fairy Godmother's a position i take very seriously.

afterwards, went to the cemetery to see my other godson Dametri and my Mom. i've always been the type that rips off the scabs - at least physically - and that's precisely how it felt when i got to the cemetery, like a huge scab had been ripped off my heart. i can't believe i've been without mom for three months now - i'm just so totally blown away by the whole thing.