been staying at my cousin's in Whiteland since Mom died - i know that going back to the empty house i shared with Mom would NOT be good for me at this point. i just need to get everything packed up there and moved into storage until the estate is settled. ugh, packing sucks when you WANT to do it, but to do it now when i'll be bombarded with memories...it just seems too hard to bear.
got a lot of decisions to be making in the near future, and it scares the hell outta me. i'm somewhat confident that i'll make good decisions, but that doesn't stop me from feeling completely insecure.
if only Mom were here to help me get through it...*sigh*
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