it ain't brain surgery...

...but i suppose that could end up happening after my consultation at IU med center this morning.  gonna talk about the possibility of a temporal lobectomy to put a stop to my seizures.  took a couple months to get this appointment, which comes in the midst of my mental freak-out, so if they find i am a good candidate (my neurologist thinks i may be, except for the fact i'm diabetic and that may make healing more difficult) i may have to put things on the back-burner for a while.