it's a good thing that yesterday i didn't start the new meds the psychiatrist gave me in my appointment on monday - after getting the rx's filled, i noticed 2489 warnings about taking the stuff with AED's (that's anti-epileptic drugs) and other similar precautions. so i called and left a message with the neurologist, just to double check and make sure he agrees with the drug selections. well, didn't hear back from the office yesterday, so i didn't take the new stuff.

the reason i'm glad i didn't start the stuff yesterday? if i had, i'd probably stop taking it after this morning - had some majorly fucked up dreams/nightmares. had i had such vivid dreams as these the night after starting new meds, i woulda figured they caused em and stopped taking the stuff.

why were there 2 HUGE crickets (huge as in TEN FEET TALL!) in my bedroom, staring me down and looking as though they were ready to eat me? or rather, why the hell was i DREAMING about the aforementioned crickets?? very strange dreams - i felt very small, very vulnerable, and like being human was a distinct disadvantage....